Monday, January 25, 2010

STUCK!

She had never felt as trapped in her own body. In her life. S.T.U.C.K. thats what she was. Stuck in a stupid life she didn’t even want to live. Stuck doing things she couldn’t care less for. Stuck taking care of people who didn’t give a damn about her. And the worst part was that there was absolutely nothing she could do about it. She could run away. But, what was the point. Where would she go anyway. There was nowhere. She had no options. In any case, she couldn’t run away from herself, no matter how hard she tried. Her memories were hers alone. And they couldn’t be erased. She could kill herself. But, she doubted she would be free of them even then. Do souls have memories???
No. There was no solution. Nothing she could do. She was just stuck. Stuck in her own mind. Stuck because she couldn't escape herself. Stuck because she was she. And could never be anyone else. Could never be someone without those experiences. Even if she lost her memory, she knew their impact to be too deep to ever be removed. She was forever stuck...

1 comment:

  1. There is always a 'now', in which you can choose how much influence you allow your past to have. Past doesn't really exist, other than in your memory.

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